bigger and better things.
it feels so weird not saying happy birthday to you after six years of always saying it, but i’m movin’ onnnn and i think for once i’m actually enjoying the process.
that little tweet was directed towards you.
aiiiiight? thanks bro.
Anonymous: he misses you, you know.
please tell me who you are.
honestly, if he missed me he would not have blocked me off of facebook and ignored me when i asked for closure.
also, if he missed me, he would have contacted me without letting three months pass by.
if he missed me, he’d do something about it.
please don’t tell me these things unless you tell me who you are. it’s torture otherwise. thanks.
“No offense, but I find it funny that you’re going to school for an education degree.”
I may not be the sharpest tool in the shed, but seriously? Fuck you.
1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? closed. it doesn't bother me if they're half open though.
2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? no. i don't feel like my hair gets clean and smooth with them. i bring my own.
3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? in.
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? nope.
5: Do you like to use post-it notes? not really, no.
6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? nope.
7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? bees.
8: Do you have freckles? no.
9: Do you always smile for pictures? yes, or stick out my tongue.
10: What is your biggest pet peeve? hmm.. when my dad scrapes off his cuticles with a knife, especially when he's driving.
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk? no.
12: Have you ever peed in the woods? no.
13: What about pooped in the woods? no.
14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? not really.
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils? yes.
16: How many people have you slept with this week? zerooo.
17: What size is your bed? queen.
18: What is your Song of the week? payphone by maroon 5 and wizzz.
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink? depends on the guy and whether they can pull it off. i don't particularly like it though.
20: Do you still watch cartoons? only when i'm babysitting, or if any 90's cartoons are on.
21: Whats your least favorite movie? any of the paranormal activity's.
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? why would i ever share that?
23: What do you drink with dinner? milk.
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in? nothing.
25: What is your favorite food? my mom's mostacholli.
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love? big daddy, uptown girls, the parent trap, anything mary-kate and ashley, anything with channing tatum or paul rudd.
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you? aaron, baby norah, or one of my aunts on easter.
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? yupp!
29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? no.
30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? uhhh.. like early january.
31: Can you change the oil on a car? ha, no.
32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket? no.
33: Ever ran out of gas? no.
34: Favorite kind of sandwich? peanut butter and bread, no jelly. i don't like sandwiches.
35: Best thing to eat for breakfast? waffles and pancakes!
36: What is your usual bedtime? like 1 or 2.
37: Are you lazy? VERY.
38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? a pea pod (thanks mom), lady bug, pig, witch, cowgirl, princess bell, cheerleader, josie and the pussycats girl, thing 2, cat, hippie, 50's girl, bunny, ugly betty, and i can't remember what else.
39: What is your Chinese astrological sign? a rooster.
40: How many languages can you speak? 1.
41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions? yes. glamour and marie claire.
42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs? legos.
43: Are you stubborn? oh yes.
44: Who is better...Leno or Letterman? i could care less.
45: Ever watch soap operas? whenever my mom has them on.
46: Are you afraid of heights? no.
47: Do you sing in the car? duhhh.
48: Do you sing in the shower? nope.
49: Do you dance in the car? of course.
50: Ever used a gun? no. i want to though.
51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? senior pics. and whenever ricardo snaps ones of me.
52: Do you think musicals are cheesy? kinda.
53: Is Christmas stressful? yes.
54: Ever eat a pierogi? a what?
55: Favorite type of fruit pie? apple.
56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? a teacher, a dancer, a animal rescuer.
57: Do you believe in ghosts? yes. i believe that my grandma sends us signs. she loved cardinals, and on special days or whenever we're feeling down one will appear.
58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? not that i can remember.
59: Take a vitamin daily? yes.
60: Wear slippers? yes.
61: Wear a bath robe? no.
62: What do you wear to bed? i'm always cold. so a hoodie and sweats usually.
63: First concert? cher!
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? target.
65: Nike or Adidas? nikes.
66: Cheetos Or Fritos? neither.
67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? neither.
68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? no.
69: Ever take dance lessons? yes. from age 3-8.
70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? no.
71: Can you curl your tongue? no.
72: Ever won a spelling bee? no.
73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy? probably. i can't remember.
74: Own any record albums? no.
75: Own a record player? no.
76: Regularly burn incense? no.
77: Ever been in love? yes.
78: Who would you like to see in concert? lil wayne, nicki minaj, drake, katy perry, ke$ha
79: What was the last concert you saw? the doobie brothers.
80: Hot tea or cold tea? neither.
81: Tea or coffee? neither.
82: Sugar or snickerdoodles? snickerdoodles.
83: Can you swim well? yes.
84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yes.
85: Are you patient? depends on the situation.
86: DJ or band, at a wedding? dj.
87: Ever won a contest? no.
88: Ever have plastic surgery? no. i want it though.
89: Which are better black or green olives? neither.
90: Can you knit or crochet? no.
91: Best room for a fireplace? family room.
92: Do you want to get married? yes.
93: If married, how long have you been married?
94: Who was your HS crush? aaron.
95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? what am i, 5?
96: Do you have kids? no.
97: Do you want kids? yes!
98: Whats your favorite color? pink or turquoise.
99: Do you miss anyone right now? of course.
Anonymous: i think the girl he left you for and you would be friends in some alternate universe.
and who is this girl that he left me for? i basically ended it, soooo. i don’t think you know what you’re talking about. reveal yourself if you’re going to assume you know all about my personal life.
Anonymous: I guess it's just weird that he'd actually really leave you. You both seemed so happy, it's strange is all.
we weren’t the same as we once were 6 years ago and sometimes there’s just no way of going back to that place.
Anonymous: You honestly loved him, didn't you?
Of course I did. He was my first love and we were on and off again for 6 years. How could I not?
just finished my homework and now off to bed. i gotta wake up bright and early tomorrow to go to madison wisconsin to pick up my new puppy! :))) we have to be there by noon. :( i’m not gonna get any good amount of sleep tonight or tomorrow, or even days after that cause it’ll be whining all night. SO worth it though. ahhhdfdkjkdf sooooo fucking happy! :)))
still need a name though. :/